i tried so hard to mend what i had a broken. but honestly, i think you are a fool.
you know nothing about me, who i was, or who i am.
those little black x's on your glasses existed on your iris. you never really sw me and thats why i could never really love you.
you blame it all on me. make me out to be the bitch, the whore. when you were just a little boy. a little boy playing with matches.
i am sulfer.
you got burned.
you drenched your heart in gasoline and then tried to love a flame. what did you think would happen?
liar liar.
pants
on
fire.
i don't deserve what you make me feel. i always treated you likea person. i stuck up for you when there was no reason for me to. and now you lie to me everyday, letting me pour myself into trying to sooth the burns i caused you. i can not heal something that wont let itself be healed.
it is not my place anymore.
you are not part of my life anymore.
you threw me away. you never loved me. im sorry you couldn't have. you never understood.
and i know, God i know..i did a lot of things wrong.
BUT THATS NOT ME ANYMORE.
dont hate what you couldnt tame.
i need you to stop lying.
because i dont belive you anymore.
matt callahan..im sorry for whatever it is i did to you. but i never really felt like you acknowledged what you did to me.
leave me alone.









THANKKKSSS.
-meilssa
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*carina
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What you know you can't explain, but you feel it. You've felt it your entire deviant life, that there's something wrong with the story. You don't know what it is, but it's there, like a splinter in your mind, driving you mad.
You take the blue pill, the story ends. Your browser closes and you believe whatever you want to believe. You take the red pill, you stay in wonderland. And, I show you how deep the rabbit hole goes.
I offer only the truth, nothing more.
Take: The Red Pill
Take: The Blue Pill
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The Angry Deviant
Random Deviant
Girl, Interrupted and Almost Famous are smashing movies! You have great taste.
I wanted to thank you for your comment on The Missing Half; I was reluctant to post it because of how personal it is. I haven't had any bad comments on it thus far so I suppose that's a good thing.
Don't give up hope.
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